Dearest Pat, My heart breaks for you and your family. I know the love you put into your son and the love you felt for him. And I think he knew it too. A little humor, you know he's in heaven and you know he's going to cross paths with Ms. Ellie. There will be a thunderstorm, but where they are now, it will be over quickly and she'll be holding him in her arms. Love you my precious "other mother".........Sharon